AJ "Evans" Junior™

Movies Soccer Nights

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 03:59:53 GMT

Nervewrecking, pulse racing, gasping at every woeful astray passes. Those describes the air around me for 90 agonizing minutes yesterday night. A chance for the Red Devils,Mancunian Army, the red and white half of manchester has the chance to to go airborne into the summit looking down at all those who befalls around them. And if you want drama in soccer, than no other clubs in the world is better than that of Manchester United.

We were made to wait until 89th minute of play to get that one elusive solitary goal which made the devils grew wings and flew to the top. And that we did, so THANK YOU Berbatov and Tevez!! In fact, THANK YOU to the whole squad!! The table above have never looked better since May. Huhu! Glory glory!!

Before and after game I watched THREE movies. First was Finding Amanda, then I hopped on my couch to watch 1408 before snuggling up my comforter and have myself a dose of The Promotion. If ya wanna know what those stories I mentioned are all about, I've linked them up. All thanks to the good people at Yahoo! Movies.

I always goes up online to read news. And it saddens and really make me so so hurt to see the innocent lives of children like above, goes thru the ordeal all because of people who resorts to violence in negotiating something. I don't care and I don't wanna know what they are fighting for BUT I am bloody a thousand percent sure, that lives or blood of the innocents need not fall to the ground. I hope someone would put a stop on this one. Until then, I wanna ask all of you to include the victims of the ongoing war in Gaza in your prayers. The world simply needs peace to thrive. Please...

Darlings, you have a beautiful sundee ok. Stay safe and remember, try not to get caught with your hands in that cookie jar. Hehehehh! You know you love me, and I love you too...

xoxo,
AJ

A Stay Home Saturdee

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 09:59:33 GMT

Butt home infront of the TV on a weekend have been absolutely fabolous experience I must say. My cell have been keeping quiet since errrm lemme think. It's not in silent mode. It's because no one has texted or called me since last night. And the last message I received was at 4pm. Ahuh. More than 24 hours later, no one called or text. Best!

I'm thinking of going prepaid. Since your boy here doesn't have to do daily night reports to a lady, why not right? It is not as if I talked with my friends on my mobile for eons ya know. Plus, currently I am on a 1000 free sms plan and you know last month how much I used? 46 sms only! Yes ONLY 46 out of a thousand. My goodness. I think THAT'S the very evidence of me being lazeee to date or get myself associated with anyone. Bleurgh!

'Cause everytime I made that bold first move to get to know someone, it seems to simply lead to catastrophe. How do I conquer this, I have no effing idea. Prolly because I have yet to figure out who I like and who I love. Hmmm. Complications you think? I thought so. I don't really knowww who I love. I may think I love someone but it may just be that C word. Crush. I like having crushes. It's like the only thing that can bring you so high up in the quickest time possible and at the same moment, bring you crashing down like a washed up pumpkin. Yikes(!) that's an ouch for ya.

I'll worry bout all these when the time is ripe. Right now, I am getting prepared for my TV marathon. Here's my list of programmes that I am gonna entertain myself till 1am in the morning. How nice is it that all of them are like back to back eh. Lovely! Hehehe!!

06:00 PM - 07:00 PM [ UFO Hunters : Alien Contact ] [ Ch 09 ]
07:00 PM - 09:00 PM [ Stalking Jihad ] [ Ch 09 ]
09:00 PM - 10:50 PM [ 1408 ] [ Ch 58 ]
10:55 PM - 01:00 AM [ BPL 08/09: Bolton Vs Man Utd (Live) ] [ Ch 27 ]

Gorgeous-es, have a kickass awesome Saturdee! Don't leave spaces for frown or sad faces ok. Boys, if you're doing the do and bonking someone else, don't forget the rubber!! Unless you wanna say hello to junior come october. Hahahha! I'll see ya'all around. Meanwhile, you know I'm always watchin...

xoxo,
AJ

Spin Off Valley Girl?

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 16:49:43 GMT

Hey, fans of gossip girl, listen up. I was cruising thru TV.com, when I found THIS. There has been rumours, talks, all that hoohar in the media world that Gossip Girl (let's term it GG to make my typing easy), is gonna have a spin-off. Yeah a spin off! And check this out, it is gonna take a scenario of the youngers days of Lily van der Woodsen. I suggest you clickety knot on the link for the rest of the story.

Spin-offs for me, well....let's just say I ain't a fan of it. Ya know, most of the times it's all overhyped about and the show isn't THAT good. Off the top of my head, the most popular spin-off I can think of is Angel. Yeah, it was a sidetrack off Buffy The Vampire Slayer. Apart from that, I can't really recall much great ones. I just got that feeling Valley Girl, which is the suggested name for GG spins, is not gonna be as glamorous as the original. I hope the producers won't murder it man. Heh.

Anyways, on the topic of TV shows, I spent my Frideedaideeday night finishing up season two of Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles. Eventually, there will be one more episode set to be release on february but I ain't that sure whether that would be part of season 2 or the pilot of season 3. Hmm, just have to wait and see..

Nothing more interesting for me to run my gums about. The weekend is here. Meaning, its time to partay!! Not that I have any plans as of late. Tsk, I don't know what's wrong with me over the past week. Hmm, I am missing N. I won't deny that I don't like her which in true fact I do but....this is one chic which could trigger a landslide of myself. And of if that happen, I won't go nuclear on everyone ok. Promise! Minus one medium, contacting is hard already. I can only put hopes on msn or I could grab a coffee. Hehehhehe!!

With that being said, let's say HELOOOO weekends and make sure all of you better have a kickass jolly good fun time alrite. Remember to stay safe too. Girls, try not to let in those boys into your pants easily alrite. And boys! Easssyy tigerr. Go sloww. Hehehehe! I am hoping to wake up to a sunday with Manchester United resting at the summit of the premier league table. I'm outta here. You know you love me & I love you too...

xoxo,
AJ

Dilemma Work

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 18:40:58 GMT

I am in this huge GINORMOUS dilemma. I got a job offer BUT I feel like I need to decline it. First reason is because it starts at 630am in the morning. Second, I need to take a cab there. Third, I've already sign the bloody contract. Yeahh. I am in this pool of shit which is of my own making. And I'm thinking that I need mama's help to pull me outta this. Just like how she has done over and over again for the past 24 years. Hee.

The contract stated that basic would be 1.5k. Kool. And then, I'm thinking, if I took the cab in the wee hours, it is midnight charge. And thru experience, Jurong to Redhill plus midnight charge would be around $20. So, if I get my pay of 1.5k then I put aside 400 ($20 x 20 days of work), I would be left with 1.1k. THEN, minus cpf which should around 300, I would be left with 800. Onwards, I need to put aside my fares for going home and lunch which could at least be up to 200. Meaning, I'll be left with 600. Now you tell me, how in the world is 600 gonna be enuf for parents and savings? Pffttt!!

I sooooo duno already. At first I thought it was alright but after considering the full cost, my goodness. It's not worth to spend 400 buckaroos on cab fares. Really. I've discussed this with more than 6 people including mom and dad. And ALL of them 100% whole-heartedly agrees that waking up at 4 in the morning and go to work using your own money even thought you can claim later, is not worth it. I would rather take a basic that is smaller and spend less than 200 on transport fares. The hours are very much reasonable! Sheesshh!!

Well even though it is back to square one, I know I have that full backing of mom and dad. I didn't believe them when they said that starhub job was something I won't like doing. Now, I won't dare to go against their say one more time. I am still their junior and their mulut masin is much more powerful than mine eh. It runs in the family. Hhehehe!!

It's already close to three in the morning. Temperature has already dropped to 25 effing degrees. So yeah, I think I am gonna turn in and enjoy my night sleep rather than think about waking up for a shower at 4 in the morning. Huhu! Have a jolly kickass Fridee!! You know you love me and i love you too...

xoxo,
AJ

A Chill Home Tuesday

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 07:03:10 GMT

The chilly wind is singing and caressing yours truly all over to sleep. My goodness. Whoever is at work, I salute you! It is sucha gusto weather that made me think TWICE of even stepping outta house. Ya know what's best? In bed, with lappy on the left, a hott cuppa latte on the left and TV right smack in front of ya. Yeah, I'm in THAT zone already. I don't need an invitation for this lifestyle ok. Hehehehe!!

Nothing interesting is happening. Everything is just so routine, same old same old. Yeah. How much of this can one take? I have no bloody idea. What I DO know is that I am gonna be different. In months to come, you'll see that change. Hehe! Until then why not I share with you some of that snappies I took when I was out with Nas, jungle trekking at Sentosa. Shall we? =D

We had a whole ladda fun I must say. Two boys with simply too much seconds to spare on their hands. Haha! I still wanna do my Mustapha with Nas and Andi! That will be coming soon. Hehehehhe! Am I still needed here? I guessed not. So, all of you...have a blessed tuesday. Be nice and stay cheerful ok. Thank you S and A for unknowingly brightening up my day. Haha! You know I love you...

Dozens of those things you called "X"s & "O"s,
AJ

All Banged Up

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 14:39:05 GMT

I need to let things outta my chest. But this issue, is something that I can let out thru words here. There is only ONE person that I can turn to when it comes to calming down this seriously disturbed soul of mine. With all due respect to Nas and Lily, they are like close brother and sister but the one who seriously knows just how to talk to me when I am THIS confused and banged up, is Andi. Yeahh. But the boy has enough stuffs already to worry about. His whole wedding planning thingy, then work. So that explains why I'm trying to not eat up too much of his time. Heh. For a male saying this to another male, it sounds weird but yeah, I miss my boy. Pfftt.

I'm thinking of going AWOL from MSN and mobile. But I'm still alive in bloggin so don't you worry. Part of the reason behind this whole mini "drama" of my life, is because I tried opening up my heart which in turn, made me vulnerable to all kinds of hurt.

There ya go, I'm outta here. I'll see you babies soon? Stay smiley okay. You know I love you...

Dozens of Xs and Os,
AJ

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 07:15:58 GMT

Guuuud Monday hunnysss. How's ya start of the week feels like? Pretty? Ugly? Tiring? Whatever it is, just hang in there alritey. 4 more days to the weekends. Keep telling yourself that and you'll be fine. Don't worry. Hehehe!!

My start has so far been a rather quiet affair. No calls from any agency or company YET and I'm very very bummed and worried already. I know I need patience to land something stable but I am running out of it. Like how dearest ashie said, I'm sounding like someone whois in such despo mode to get a job! Wah sey thanks eh girlfriend! Kekekeke!!

Anyways, let's put job worries aside. I wanna talk yesterday!! The family hit out for the first time in 2009 to dinner to celebrate mamma's 47th birthday and everyone turned to me to suggest a place. Urgh! I think my face have this planner of nice eating places face ehhh? Pfftt! Nonetheless, I decided tobring the La Familia to Hotel Rendezvous to have some Turkish Cuisine at Cappadocia.

Everyone loves it. Dad had lamb roasted leg. Sis had chicken zingara. Mom, brother and me had the Kapadokya biftegi. Effinly delicious to the very last bite or for me, the last lick of the sauce on the plate!! Hehehhe!! Costly BUT everyone absolutely loves it and they are all talking about going a 2nd time soon. I don't know when will that be. Huhu but it will be soon I think.

It was a mini shoppin' spree after that PS. Sis had some tops and blouse, mom had a new bag, I got myself a beige coat and everyone is happy all thanks to one swipe of a credit card! Hehehehehe!! Ouh, brother who went off to meet his friend after dinner bought mom something from GUESS. I think it is a wallet or something. Yeap2 and Dad's present to mom would be a visit to the jewellery store this weekend. Now I think dad is gonna scratch his head and shout instructions to his "kids" at his work site already. Hahahha!!

Well, I leave you all with the snappies. But before that, I wanna wish mom a happy happy 47th birthday, may ALLAH bless you with longevity and all the riches of the world spiritually and emotionally. And don't worry mom, I WILL find a girlfriend and settle down ok. Just don't hurry me anymore. The female nowadays are very demanding ok. Hahahhha!! Love you many2 ok!! I will TRY to be less irritating at home. Heee.

Darlings, you have a good day or whatever left of it ok. Keep smiling, keep the spirits up. You know I love you...

xoxo,
AJ

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 08:06:45 GMT

Dad's is blastin' that 42-inch Sony Bravia till I have to plugged stuffs into my ears, shut the doors and cover myself with a couple of pillows and TRY to sleep. I did managed to doze off abit until my bloody phone rang and it was a wrong number. Bleurgh! I thought it was someone who called and wanted to talk to me or asked me out! To add to my misery, I can't get back to sleep no more.

I was having this awesome romantic beautiful dream date with N and a wrong number dial just simply has to ruin everything! Talk about not being fated in reality and in my dreams eh. Pfft! I should probably stop chasing shadows alrite. But it is something within me, some kindof my inner soul, telling me to just do it and not to listen to advice from others. Obviously the persons whom I've seeked advice from are the ones having problems with their own lovelife and the irony is, they turned to me for words of comforts.

No disrespect but 100% of them have been asking me to forget about N, don't text or call her, give it up and move on. With mindset like these, now you know why you my dear friends have problems in your relationships rendezvous? Try to just sit, do some soul searching and think about it alrite. Being pessimistic before the undesired happens, is like conceding defeat before the war even starts.

Shits happens. True. But sometimes, good shit happens. Don't ask me where I heard it from but yeah. Good shits apparently DO happen. And it can only hit on people who think positive, be open, rational and embrace every turn of fate with confidence. I've been doing that and you might say, I am the example of the wastefulness of positive thinking. Right? You're sooo gay if you're thinking at that level. Good things are worth the wait. Trust me. You won't regret doing so.

Alrite, yesterday I hit Sentosa AGAIN. Like the 3rd time already within 10 days. I mean, I love it there. I go in for free, and if you don't like it...

go fuck yourself

Not my problem ok if you don't like it. Everyone in my household is still alive and happy. So your opinion, pathetically have no impact or whatsoever. *shows hairy ass*

Now, I went with Nas yesterday and we didn't do beach. I told Nas about that jungle trek that Nani and I did, and he too was interested in trying it, so yeah why not. Apparently, there was another route to the other unexplored terrain which I didn't manage to do when I was with Nani. It was kindof an impromptu outing I supposed. It slipped my mind that today the family was going to dinner and so today's plan had to be brought forward to yesterday which in return, Andi can't join us. Nyehhh.

Nonetheless, Nas and I, we met up at one and bus-ed, train-ed, monorail-ed our way to Imbiah station and started our walkabout. It was a rather interesting and fun experience ya know. The most intriguing part was where we stepped onto a pathway which only GOD know where will it lead to and there were "NO TRESPASSING" signboards all along it. Freaky. And it doesn't help that the pavement we're walking on is basically alive. Meaning, it's crawling with a thousand species of insects running thru' their routine. Both of us, we walked to a point where there was a junction and the trees started swaying in a rather bizarre manner. The sudden deafening of the crickets and all the other insects kinda like confirmed our decision to make a u-turn and walked on the "official" on the map path instead. I feel like going back down there, just for the name of fun and curiosity. Hee.

We completed the whole trail and everything there is to be explored within 2 hours. Ahuh. Hungry and dehydration starts to kick in, we headed for 7-11 Beach station and ended up girl watching at Siloso Beach. My oh my, may GOD bless the fella who came up with the bikini. Hot bods ladies sprouting everywhere and I like it when I have a lush range of eye candies to feast upon. Hahaha!

Done with Sentosa, it was Vivo for dinner thereafter. That's where Lily decided to join us for dinner too as she was surprisingly left stranded at home on a saturday night eh. Nyeahhaha! The meal was awesome, and we laughed our way to One Fullerton where we spent the next few hours taiti-ing and talked about us being deprived of love and stuff. How pathetic ok. Lily wants boyfriend, yours wants a girlfriend and then Nas wants to find a better sane girlfriend. The current one, the family is a freak! Pfffttt!

We ended our get together at around 2am and NR5-ed home. I was indeed hoping to see a familiar face but nahhh, it wasn't meant to be. It's totally ok. I know time will ONE DAY bring us together. At LEAST, once. Ouh well, that day will come, but for now, I'm gonna go and grab something to keep my tummy from rumbling already. Pictures from yesterday have YET to be resized so I'll have it up in a couple of days. Have a gorgeous fantastic Sunday darling hunneys. You know I love you...

xoxo,
AJ

I Miss ALL of You!!

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 04:08:18 GMT

I am wiping the slate clean in my LJ account. The last time I left an entry was about how much I missed Fazzy and stuff right? Well, it has been 2 years since the broke up and I have been at the peak ever since. I just miss my LJ friends a whole lot. So, with 2009 just started, I hope I can make amends with the friends whom I've left behind here. I miss you LJ-ers!! Even though I've been bloggin at blogger, I've never felt like home HERE.

xoxo,
AJ

Fazzy You're Being Missed

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 13:13:42 GMT

iLa....I'm missing you so so much. I truly do. I miss you sooo very much. you take care and stay happy aite. remember this song? at your place, 4 years ago. our song. i miss you dear.

HELLO!

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 09:47:48 GMT

Quote Of The Day
Fashion is something that goes in one year and out the other.

Guess who's back?! Yeahhh your dearest beloved Mr. Clownass is truly back better than ever. It's been a while since the course of my life have been forcibly altered. Let's hope this new course of life brings me to a much better place where true meaning of life can be found. Yes I am doing good. I am doing fine.

I've been feeling better and better each day and like a friend say, it's not the end of the world. Good man. Meant for good, better and bigger things. Hahhah! Ya ya ya so I am a good man now? Wakakkaka! Kkk.

I can't deny the fact that life have been different ever since. It's been quiet. It's been random and it's getting clearer now. I simply have the whole future laid out in front of me. Baby steps for now. But I am making strides forward. I'll get to where I'm heading. With the help of some angels(kekeke!), I'll be all fine and dandy. I HOPE! Nyehhh!

Army was over since 26062007. But once a soldier, always a soldier. I've yet to get a job. Still applying here and there and so far not a call yet. Pfftt! Comeon people! Take me and I'll change your life like never before! -_-"

Ok there goes my fruitful attempt to sell myself. Hahahha!

Anyway, I'm all home today. Prolly tomorrow job hunting. And saturday and sunday, errrm filled with dates? Hhahaha! Ouh well, have a nice Thursday and GOD bless you all!

† A.J Junior™

HIS RETURN

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:55:40 GMT

Quote Of The Day
Are you going to come quietly, or do I have to use earplugs?

† A.J Junior™

I love you still

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:02:16 GMT

Quote Of The Day
It's a dangerous business going out your front door.

My life is really in a huge mess now. Everything, physically, mentally , emotionally. All are messed up. I don't know which is which anymore. Unexpected harsh cold words thrown into my face. I personally think I am being too nice. I think. Should I think only about myself and FUCK the world? Should I? Should I be the fucker that I used to be? I think I should. I'll just wait for the right timing. To initiate vengence. Break hearts. Destroy life. What do I got to lose? Nothing.

6 months ago, I let Fazzy befriend a guy. I mean, I don't wanna be that boyfriend who don't let the girlfriend mix around right. And look where that character brought me? The character who do anything for the girlfriend. ANYTHING. And all is ok. Be nice. FUCK being nice. It brings you depression and just set an emotional trauma in your life. FUCK!

There's nothing more I can do now. But to look forward. Life for me will never be the same now. Loss in this cruel world. I think people are enjoying the sight of me suffering. They must be laughing their butts off no doubt. Including the fella, the sis, the mom dad grandma grandpa, hey the whole family keep track tak? Heh.

This coming october will be 4 years of me knowing Fazzy. It's 4 damn years and everything blows up within a short space of time. Sheessh! How unfair. You just came and destroy everything. Don't you think that someone will do that to you one day too? I pray I hope that justice is served. You took my love away and now you wanted to take the friendship. You wanna be with Fazzy. FUCK! Go ok. But why stop her from contacting me? Why can't Fazzy and me still go for lunch or short meetups? Calls and sms are prohibited too. What's this? In love means you own someone eh? Is that it?

I don't understand all that is happening. Just where did I go wrong in the path of love. I've taken all those calculated risk, be that perfect boyfriend and put my girlfriend ahead of myself. Into the line of fire and take in lotsof bullets. All that, for? Nothing. In the end, you just turned away from me and leave with your hand holding his while I lay down there bleeding to death, holding out my hand trying to reach you but to no avail.

So now, my life has this HUGE massive hole/gap that need some filling in. Trust me I won't be too rush in doing so. THIS is the first time that I have felt this lonely. Issit too much too ask to be appreciated? Haaa, I just leave everything to GOD. If HE thinks that injustice have been done towards me, then retribution will come. Else, it's ok. Maybe my fate is with someone else. I don't know.

Come to think of it, I was thinking marriage with Fazzy. I've never told anyone until now, but I've saved up. Enough to ask for her hand for engagement. I planned this back when I patched things up with her. At the end of 2007, mom and dad were going over to Fazzy's place but now, I don't know. It's hard. I'm naive maybe? But I personally FEEL that for family case, Fazzy's the one whom I wanna grow old with. I really do think so. But the future is uncertain so yeahhh.

My greatest strength is somehow my greatest weakness. I'll survive this fall and get back on my own two feet stronger. I promise.

I'm going on a hiatus break. I'm going to miss you all. I just need time. I'll come back refreshed and a much happier Amir ok. I promised! I believe most of you know where to find me. I got myspace and friendster. So yeah. Take good care everyone. GOD bless!!

PS: Pics below were family outing couple of days back. :)

† A.J Junior™

Town 090607

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:51:38 GMT

Quote Of The Day
You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.

On June 9, Nas and me hit town for fun. Been awhile since we last go town. We didn't do much actually. We reached quite late. Like errm 9? And we just had dinner at LJS and coffee at McCafe. Heh. Talk about life problems with coffee is amazing. Hahhaa! So yeah. It's a fruitful talk. Where we do learnt some stuffs from each other. Haaaaa I just want all problems to be solved asap. Shheessh!

Have a nice beautiful Thursday. I wished I am happy like yesterday. True fact is I'm not. Okay. GOD bless everyone except that BITCH who commented on Fazzy's page. FUCK YOU!

† A.J Junior™

I had uber fun!

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 15:13:00 GMT

Quote Of The Day
Anybody can win unless there happens to be a second entry.

I had the most amazing day of my life. I can't wait to do story telling. But I'm too shagged now. I'm still dazed by Fazzy's beauty can? I'm seeing starssss.. Gagagaggoooggooogaa!

† A.J Junior™

23!

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:05:52 GMT

Quote Of The Day
When men are pure, laws are useless; when men are corrupt, laws are broken.

† A.J Junior™

Happy Bday Boy

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 15:21:48 GMT

Quote Of The Day
Sometimes I worry about being a success in a mediocre world.

In another 45 minutes time, your mr clownass will be having his age switched to a magnificent 23! Come to realise it, 23 is a number worn by two of the most decorated sports personnel I know. Michael Jordan and David Beckham! Yesssa! Ok I'm trying to ignore the fact that I'm one year older now. Pffft!

It isn't bad la actually. Another year of wisdom and another step towards achieving life's goal! Hahaha! So I'll be celebrating birthday with dearest beloved Miss Fazzy. The whole day have been planned and I super can't wait for everything to fall into places! I can't wait! I am going to have fun whether you like it or not. You don't like it, you can't jolly well suck my COCK! Okaaay temper check pleaaseeee! Heeeeee.

I got so much to update. With pictures mind you! So when I'm free and editing of pics is done, I'll post up! Kekekek!

Oh yeah, today was so called a pre-meeting and celebration of best friends. We called ourselves transformers, for fucking why I simply don't know. So we hung out. It was Andi's treat! Thanks buddy! I owe you one! Haaha! I had this thingy from the Japanese stall at Banquet. It was nice. The soup damn delicious. Nas had Yong Tao Hu. Or Fu? How how how?! Okaay then we made our way to McCafe and ALL had Frappe with different styles. Nas = Frappe Vanilla; Andi = Frappe Mocha, Me = Frappe Latte! Uber nice and we did a roundabout thingy where each of us taste each other's drinks and Andi got brain freeze! Wakaakkaka!

Pool at K Pool was next. $3.80 an hour was reasonable okaaaay. Heh. Had our game and fun. It's been awhile since the three of us hung out together. Well it used to be 4 but but somehow 1 of them dropout and nowhere to be seen now. How sad. Anyways, best friends for 10 years now. Nothing ever change did it? Hahahha! The same fun the same jokes never fails to crack us up. Haaaa...

In times to come, I'll update soon. I'm going to do countdown to birthday! Mine twenty third one! Yeay! GOD bless!!!

† A.J Junior™

Love-D

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 02:15:46 GMT

Quote Of The Day
If you are not criticized, you may not be doing much.

You know back then when love was driving me crazy and plus the fact I was already crazy, funny shits like this HAS to happen! I laughed at myself sia in this pictures. What an ass la. Haha! Me Darth Vader, I'm your father....*insert heavy breathing* Hahhaahhahah!

I've not been doing much as of late. Just occasionally bumping around like how I used to back when I was errr in after Os? Haha! So bumping around and do nothing is nothing new to me. Heh. But back then bumping around and no money is fine....not NOW! Now no money is equal to eating grass patches at my void deck. -_-"

Medical checkup today at Pasir Laba. Like far sia. And it's at 2. Can make it earlier anot?! Pffftt! Ouh well I got nothing left to type. So, I'll just go away and find love now. Wakakaka! Have a great Thursday ya'all! GOD bless!!

† A.J Junior™

Left Me For Dead

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:34:29 GMT

Quote Of The Day
The time to stop talking is when the other person nods his head affirmatively but says nothing.

It's been proven the past few days and yesterday too, that I've got nothing to be scared of in life. Yes of course there's the loneliness fact that I find HARD to deal with but it's one of those lessons that teach you the rough way. I admit, it does bring my morale to a new low but but that's because I let it happen. I got a choice. To look up and say to myself "hey, you've done one heck of a job" OR to condemn myself to the abyss! Ahahhahaha!

Yesterday was the first round of interview at Starhub! More like filling in forms la I think. There was no real errr "interview" session. Heh. Fill up the personal particulars first which is a norm. Then the lady bring errrm 4(including me) of us to another room. She gave this scenario paper which so called saying that this fellar would like to apply for a mobile, cable and maxonline services. And fill up the customer application form. Apart from that there's a write-in-your-own-words-how-to-sell-this-phone section. WTF?!

I hope I did write enough. The guy in front of me were like writing a 1500 words essay sia! Sheessh! And he came in with tie and all?! I won't be too down if I don't land this one. There's plenty more in the market which can use clownass like me. Haha!

I went walking around town yesterday. Particularly looking for something. GSS is everywhere and I'm tempted to buy buy buy BUT refrain again! Gahhh. I'll sooon have the money to splurge all on myself. 1st July! Haha! Jeans, Shoes, Bags and Tops. Oooohlalala! And one more, Phone!! I want i want!!

Hey, whois free this saturday?! I feel like going out to chill again. Any takers to join me? Comment if you want to ok. Hahaha!

Well it seems that rain is going to decorate my area soon. Cooling and comforter here I come! Good morning beautiful people! GOD bless!!

† A.J Junior™

Brilliant Innocence

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:06:47 GMT

Quote Of The Day
He who praises you for what you lack wishes to take from you what you have.

Starhub interview today! Power to the people! Yeeehaaar! But I'm a Singtel customer. How how how?! Hahahha! Ouh well, let's hope that I make it through the first round. The first one is the most important. It's like the first trip wire in a huge network of booby trap! Shhessh! Wish me luck ehh. I hope my hyperactiveness and friendliness doesn't scare the shit out of the interviewer's pants. Haha!

I have yet to prepare my stuffs la. I mean my certs, my resume and all. I didn't expect the starhub HR to call me like so fast. I mean, I applied last week. Then yesterday the called?! Wooo WTF?! Very efficient. And and the lady tell me that the post I applied for requires me to work weekends and public holiday. Ehh hallo?! Are you trying not to make me come for the interview? But being me the workaholic, I can do the job anytime any hours as long you pay me the money, I'm cool. No questions asked. Haha!

I wanna go and screw around like applying for manager jobs at other places can?! Hahaha! Hmm maybe my luck ehhh! Just make my resume a darn good one! Wakakaka! But but the diploma I studied couple of years back now seems outdated laaa and IT sector is changing super fast. I doubt I can cope so next in line of passion is customer service. Heh.

But wanna know my main passion and career goals? To be a superstar! I got songs, and I will be recruiting people! 3 up the bandwagon already. Looking for maybe another 2 and it's gonna be a fun fun making of the band! It's a dream I'm trying to make into reality! Can't promise, but why not try since you can. :)

Well, it's a beautiful Tuesday. Let's hope I got interviewed by a beautiful lady, land a beautiful job with a beautiful pay and then can go celebrate with a beautiful girlfriend(?). Weeeee! So lonnng GOD bless!!!

† A.J Junior™

Yesterday's Shot

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:38:00 GMT

Quote Of The Day
I take my children everywhere, but they always find their way back home.

Well...as promised. Here's the shots that I took yesterday. I have a sudden urge for KFC uh. Pfffttt! Okay. Gd evening people! GOD bless!!

† A.J Junior™

Fun is Being Yourself

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:11:34 GMT

Quote Of The Day
It is impossible to travel faster than the speed of light, and certainly not desirable, as one's hat keeps blowing off.

Morning beautiful people! How's everyone feeling? I feel like this brand new man la. Hahaha! Ask me why and I can't give you the answer. I just feel good today. Maybe it's because I'm starting to step outtof the shell. MAYBE. Might be too early to say. Hahhahh!

Hey, how's your saturday?! Come tell me about it! Did anyone fall in love?! Hahahah!

Oh by the way, Shrek 3 was awesome! It's enough to just slaps that frown that you have on you face and smack a nice smiley face there. Hahaha! And how cute can baby Shrek be?! The earss!! Hahahha! I was left laughing and smiling all alone in the cinema sia. Kekkeke! Ahhh yes true true, I went to watch Shrek ALONE! Goshhh, I woke up today and I am still scratchin my head asking myself, "Did I really did what I did yesterday? Went out alone and did everything alone?". I did. Oh my. Now I'm becoming like some lonesome idiot. FUCK!

Okok. It wasn't that bad as it sounds. I actually DID have a good time on my own. Noticed that I mention GOOD and not great. That's because I really could do some company when I was hanging out at the Merlion. Haha! Onwards...

It's been awhile since I went out and stuff, so I dragged myself to Marina Square to just walkaround. I did, until I reached Golden Village, annnd since lotsof people is watching Shrek, why not right?! Hahahha!

And so I was in the queue and went to the next available counter. I was served by this pretttyy lady named Nina and and...

Me: Shrek 2:30 please..
Nina: 4th row from the back, is that ok ?
Me: Errr yah that's cool. (with thumbs up and smile)
Nina: Tickets for two right?
Me: Eeeek! No no no. Just one.
Nina: (Blur mix with suprised look, and then BIG BIG SMILE)
Me: (inside heart) Oh no WTF just happened?!
Nina: Here you go, next time bawak teman la ehh.
Me: Errrrr ok. Thank you, Happy working! (Waves)

Now tell me, issit errrm awkward to watch a funny movie alone? I asked my good friend Nas, and he said it is!! Okaaaay now the lady will tell the whole backroom staff that there's one living walking idiot in the cinema watching Shrek alone. Freakkk! And when I left the theatre, I forgot to take my umbrella! Gahhhhh! I should have tie that brolly along my ankles next time!! -_-"

Before watching the movie, I had my lunch at LJS. The new err meal with the shrimp. I'm a small quantity eater who eat many times uh. So I can't finish eating everything in like 20 mins, I ended up taking and hour! Yesss 60 minutes sitting in LJS along eating for an hour! In addition, in front of LJS there was this lady, I think she's around 24. She keeps making this eye contact and I feel funneh. It was as if she's trying to say, "come ask my number you fool!". And I DID......NOT! Hahahahah! It's about me and no other girls today please thank you. *Hi 5!*

Next I found myself at IP Zone and and temptation is HUGE when they have all these HUGE RED POSTERS SAYING GSS SALE 60% OFF! Eyes popped up and I feel like running around the shop shouting Wawaweeeewaaaa!!! I'll get security as my best friends if I did that I think. Haahah!

Browse thru, sent MMS of a top to Nas for opinion, tried it on, looks great, paid and leave! Next on the must buy list, one of the bags dangling there and I could here it says, come get me! I'm going at 29 ONLY! Waaaaaaaa how how how?! I'm sorry I can't. I need the buckaroos for my driving! Heh.

The new John Little at Marina Square was super huge tooo!! I mean super duper humongously tiring to walk in. I went in and just stroll around, and I found myself facing the bra section!! WTF?! 180 degrees turn and walked away! Hahaha! Stumbled on one of this Kickers shirt which was worth 39. Quite a bargain, considering that most kickers goes off at 60 and 70 pluss pluss. Again....refrainnnn. Maybe payday, I'll be back! Haha!

I really had enough of MS, so last stop was Starbucks. Bought a what do you call that, errrm Java Chip. Yesssaaa! And I took a long walk all the way to the merlion. Along the way, got approach by one of the girl groups who were sitting at the bridge. I mean, I was sipping my Java Chip happily and smiling to myself about the Shrek movie and just enjoying the evening 6 o'clock walk. It was not hot nor humid, just perfect with wind. One of them approached me from the back asking for my cell and errrm I said I got a girlfriend? Haahha! Maybe some time soon in the future ehhh. Kekeke!

Relaxing at the steps at the merlion was cool. There's so many couple and families. And they were snapping pictures happily. Its beautiful to see people have companion unlike me. Booohoooo! Hahahah! But but it was a great evening with nice nice wind. From there, it was home by bus.

I had a nice day by myself. I wanna quit whining. I can do better. It will be hard but I'm ok. I can do better.

I think I'm in love? Nahhh. Ok people enjoy sunday! GOD bless!!

PS: Pictures will be up in the next entry. Kinda lazee to resize! Haha!

† A.J Junior™

Mon, 28 May 2007 03:11:17 GMT

You know, I missed being loved. I missed being missed and to get calls from someone just to tell me that she miss a whole lot. I missed all of it. I am envy some people who gets all these. Some people don't deserve it but they do received it. It's unfair but then, that's life.

I want to feel that butterfly feeling in the stomach. That goosebumps on the skin. A warm yet fuzzy feeling at the back of your neck. It's an amazing feeling that I truly miss.

I wonder whether Fazzy will be reading this. If you are then, baby, I miss you so so much. It's really painful when all this is happening. Maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm too much? I don't know.

All I know is that this feeling of love that I have for you, is real. It's an unconditional love that knows no boundary. I certainly hope you understand. If letting you go for your happiness, then I truly have no choice. But for the period between now and that coming day, I will put everything I have, my body, my soul, sweat and blood for this love and bond that I have with you.

I know I know it's dumb of me. Please people, understand me. Fazzy is not the one at fault here. I don't want any of you to give her hate comments. I beg you please. Fazzy did told me to leave her. I was the one who wanted to stay and fight for all cause. So it was my own doing that is causing me all these pains. Fazzy's not in the wrong. I am. So I hope all of you understand aite. Thanks.

AJ Junior

Unappreciative KID

Wed, 23 May 2007 11:26:57 GMT

Quote Of The Day
I used to go missing a lot...Miss Canada, Miss United Kingdom, Miss World.

Can I be your hansplast? Now that you're bleeding. I want to. Let me be. It hurts me to see you like this. You're here but your mind is elsewhere. It's not healthy. You'll endup eating yourself up.

Hey dumb boy! Listen up KID! The lady loves you like crazy so just get this over and done with can? Be a man and stop being a sensitive pussy can?! We as the man, give in and accept them for who they are. Can't you get this fact from that brain of yours? Or do you ever own a brain?

I'm freaking pissed off at the remarks you made. For good riddance sake, she fucking said sorry and I LOVE YOU to you! FUCK! You don't deserve those words faggot! She said I LOVE YOU to you and what you did? Find another fault! What the fuck you want?! Pleaassee laaaa. Be mature and understanding can? Don't behave like a dumbass fucking 9 year old! Fuck you understand?

I would kill for her to say those words to me. But she don't. She reserved it JUST FOR YOU. Cherish it.

† A.J Junior™

My Choice

Wed, 16 May 2007 13:42:57 GMT

I'll be deleting some people too. So lemme know if you wanna stay in my circle ok. Peace and GOD bless!

† A.J Junior™